Life...

So yeah, play is going well, but life pretty much sucks right now. I miss Zack so much it's not friekin' funny... my Zack is away at college and he doesn't even know I exist....

And there are other issues, too. For instance, the creepy old man (who shall remain nameless) who won't stop staring at me. No, it's not a teacher.... it's someone at church, and I'm so scared of him and he WON'T STOP! And the fact that my dad and my "sister" both think that I dress like a whore...

OH! And I got an 86 in American Cultures. That sucks.

And I miss Zack. I really miss Zack. Play just isn't the same without him... I know he's not the man I will end up marrying. I know that in my head... But my heart says that he's the only one I'll ever love! Mrs. Gillot was talking to me today, cause I was really upset and depressed all day long, and she kept asking me what was wrong, so I told her that I really missed Zack, that life isn't the same, bla, bla, bla. She was trying to comfort me, and it kinda worked, for a while...

But, oh well. Mrs. Grubb wants to see me tomorrow. Yikes!

YAY

Well, I lied... I didn't post as soon as I knew about the audition results. But I'm posting now....

I MADE IT!! I am one of five girls who made it! I can't believe it. The play is called You Have The Right To Remain Dead, and it's gonna be HILARIOUS! I seriously can't wait....

PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, school has started and I am busier than ever. I have some really great classes this year, like, of course, French II and Choir (Chamber Choir!!). My Honors American Cultures II teacher is really funny, and she's a great teacher! I even understand geometry so far. Unfortunately, I also have Drivers' Ed, gym class, and biology. Blech.

The biggest thing right now is play auditions. I auditioned on Wendesday, but now I have to wait until MONDAY!! to find out if I made it or not. GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

But I'll update as soon as I know!

Les Miserables

THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIANCE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!! LES MISERABLES ON BROADWAY, MY FIRST SHOW EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahem...

Anyway, my parents surprised me and took me to Broadway on Saturday, and it was awesome! Someday, someday.... you will see my name in the playbill!!! Jade Enders (Cosette) or Jade Enders (Christine) or even (Carlotta) or mybe (Fantine) or (Galinda). SOMEDAY!!!!!!!

I'll post my diary entry when I get time (a precious commodity lately). Until then, I LOVE BROADWAY!!!

The Best Blogger Survey

* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: blue
Hair Color:: rainbow (presently red)
Height:: 4'11''
Favorite Color:: pink!
Screen Name:: WickedPhan506
Favorite Band:: none
Favorite Movie:: Phantom of the Opera
Favorite Show:: Murder, She Wrote
Your Car:: n/a
Your Hometown:: Mifflinburg
Your Present Town:: Mifflinburg (sad, huh?)
Your Crushes First Name:: Zack
Your Grade:: 10
Your Style:: girly

* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: no
Kissed someone in the rain?: no
Danced in a public place?: yes
Smiled for no reason?: yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: yes
Peed your pants after age 8?: yes
Written a song?: yes
Sang to someone for no reason?: yes
Performed on a stage?: yes
Talked to someone you don't know?: yes
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes
Made out in a theatre?: no
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yes
Been in love?: i wish

* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: my bro
Tell you, I love you?: Mum
Kiss you?: no clue
Hug you?: Mum
Tell you BYE?: Theo
Write you a note?: Jenn
Take your photo?: Theo
Call your cell phone?: n/a
Buy you something?: Mum and Dad
Go with you to the movies?: dunno
Sing to you?: Mum
Write a poem about you?: dunno
Text message you?: dunno
Touch you?: in what way?

* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: yesterday
Time you cried?: yesterday
Movie you watched?: i forget
Joke you told?: dunno
Song you've sang?: "I'd Rather Have Jesus"
Time you've looked at the clock?: 9:26 AM
Drink you've had?: water
Number you've dialed?: Jenn's
Book you've read?: Chicken Soup For the Teenage Soul
Food you've eaten?: ice-cream sandwich
Flavor of gum chewed?: stride sweetmint
Shoes you've worn?: copper high heels
Store you've been in?: Broadway souveneir shop
Thing you've said?: No one else is here, I don't care how I look!

* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: kinda
Whistle?: yeah
Blow a bubble?: yeah
Roll your tounge in a circle?: uh-huh
Cross your eyes?: yup
Touch your tounge to your nose?: sorta...
Dance?: heck, yes!
Gleek?: huh?
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: yup
Speak a different language?: sorta (I'm workin on it)
Impersonate someone?: yeah
Prank call people?: yeah
Make a card pyramid?: no
Cook anything?: yes

* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...: actress, I'd meet Julie Andrews
I wish ...: Zack would ask me out
So many people don't know that ...: I hate peas
I am ...: a Broadway lover
My heart is ...: broken, but well on the mend!

Life...

I really miss musical and play, so to console myself, I am posting some random pics... I know you've seen them before, but hey! Humor me...

Bla bla bla...

Well, another crazy day gone by. We're in the middle of painting my room (can't wait to post pics!) I got a canopy bed, and we're redoing my entire bedroom! It's so sweet! Other than that, same as always...

Mom says my room counts as my sixteenth b-day present, and I'm grateful, but a part of me still really wants a fancy party. It's not gonna happen...

I'm An Idiot

Owww... my leg hurts! I was an idiot and cut it on a piece of glass. I spent from 8:30 to 10:30 last night in the E.R. Six stitches! It was my first time getting stitches and I was really scared. I felt like I was five, not fifteen! I looked like crap, but I got a really old, ugly doctor, so it really didn't matter. Now it hurts, though. Really bad...

Anyway, enough of that. I dyed my hair again, sort of a burdandy-chestnut-purple color. I thought it would look really bad, but I like it. Jenn slept over and she dyed her hair, and I liked the color, so we did mine too. Now we match!

The only other interesting thing I can think of is that I've started taking piano lessons and ballet in addition to voice and chamber choir. I love it!

A Random Update

So, life has been busy but boring. It's kinda random...

I babysit 4-month-old Kate Adamo every Thursday afternoon, and I've been helping the Younts with the twins a little bit, and occasionally I get a call to babysit my Jilly and Josiah, but they're pretty much my only clients. My days are still busy, however, between ballet, chamber choir, voice and hopefully piano lessons, and cleaning (of course). We're trying to redo our storage space and make it a walk-in-closet, and I've pretty been heading the whole project.

I found so many letters and cards from random people it's not funny. The one day I just sat there with an old Huggies box full of cards that Ann Stover wrote from Florida, or Nicholynn or Megan or Grammy Pat. I never really realized exactly how much I was loved until I went through that box.

Pastor Krell's sermon was on love yesterday, and I really felt like God spoke to me. He used a few quotes, like this one by Mohamed Gandhi: "I like your Christ, just not your Christians." I don't know where we went wrong, but I swear we are the worst hypocrites out of any religion, and we're supposed to be representing God. But people aren't seeing God, they're seeing selfish humanity. He used 1 Corinthians 13, which I'd never really read before. Now that whole page of my bible is covered with notes...

Sorry for the sermon. One more thing. The boys wanted me to link to their (and my) "superhero site." Believe me, it was not my idea... for the most part. www.jayteersupes.blogspot.com

Prom Pics.... Finally!!!

Finally! Prom pictures are here! Thanks for your patience. With any luck, I can soon post pics of my hair... lol.

Gorgeous song.... just had to post it!

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

-Evanescence (to hear it actually sung, go to youtube.com and search for wonder woman, it's in the "Batman and Wonder Woman Tribute"

Not only do I now have short, pink hair, but I have once again taken up ballet. I missed it a lot, so I'm now taking lessons from Alicia Little at Enterline's. I got to know her through the musical (she did the choreography) and I asked her about taking classes. So, I started today. I absolutely LOVE taking classes with her! She is very kind and sweet, but very professional at the same time. I am taking ballet en pointe and it's sweet! My ankles hurt, though... :(

But it's lots of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chamber choir also starts next week, and I've done quite a bit of babysitting lately.... that's about it. Not much else going on.... yet!

I Am A Rose....

Literally. Most people say they are blonde or brunette.... I used to be, but now I am a rose. That's right, I got PINK highlights in my hair!! I'll upload pics soon, hopefully along with some more prom pics... stupid program is misbehaving....

Nicholynn wrote back to me. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy! I'm very glad that I decided to write to her again.

I have nothing to do... bored out of my flippin' mind now that school's out. Grr..

Another Post

I know I haven't posted in ages. Oh well. It's been very busy around here, what with all of the concerts and such. I had a choir concert on May 7th (I think) and a a musical that same weekend. I had also gone to prom that weekend with Jenn (I'm still trying to upload pics. The site doesn't want to let me). Then on Wednesday, I had the French Club Cabaret. I sang "Without You" from My Fair Lady. On Friday I helped do hair and make-up for the middle school musical. It was really funny, because I was doing the boys' makeup, and some squirmed, some thought it was cool, and others put up with it so they could be around me. Some were acting like I was hott stuff that they were trying to pick up! It was adorable. I'm working on my writing and I'm trying to read Great Expectations by Charles Dickens. I'm also in the midst of school finals. Next week is the last week of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so sad. Friday was the seniors' last day of school, so Zack is gone now! I'll never see him again. I love him so much, I'm going to miss him! Aaron's also gone, and Weston! I don't know what I'm going to do! How will I get along without them next year? And of course, I have other friends graduating as well. Aubrey, Lindsey, Sarah... so many people!

I guess I'll have to get over it, there's not much that I can do. But I will miss them.

A cheerful thought: I got a 97 on my rhythm test for Mme Wagner! I might have a chance at making chamber choir... maybe...

I'm trying a new layout. If anything doesn't work on it, please let me know so that I can fix it!

Daddy's Slideshow.... All his pics!!!

Isn't my dad awesome? These are some sweet pics! And they are all his.... Cool!



A Higher Nature

What Am I To Do? Part 2

YEAH!!! Aaron is amazing.... listen to that voice!

What Am I To Do?

LOL

Fiddler on the Roof

Tonight is the last performance! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, yeah, the show has been abslutely amazing. Everyone who has seen it loved.... it was awesome. It's been really energetic, and really good, and I think we've set a very high standard for next year. For those of you who couldn't see it, I'm posting some pics. I will hopefully be able to get a dvd of it so you can see it, but for now these pics will have to do. If you want to see more, go to www.pianostuffs.com

MIFFLINBURG ROCKS!!!

Banjo and Sarah

YAY!!!!

Ancient Poetry ;)

I was going through the storage space, trying to find Mom's old musical programs, when I found an immense wealth of poetry from Mom's childhood and her business class, and I loved them so much that I thought I'd post them. I DID NOT WRITE ANY OF THESE. I will credit them when and where I can. Some my mom wrote herself, so yeah.... don't ever let her tell you that she isn't talented, these are adorable.

To Arms
Hugs are not only nice
They're needed.
Hugs can relieve pain and depression,
Make the healthy healthier,
The happy happier,
And the most secure among us
Even more so.
Hugging feels good
Overcomes fear
Eases tension
Provides stretching excercise if you're short
And stooping exercise if you're tall.
Hugging does not upset the enviroment,
Saves heat,
And requires no special equipment.
It makes happy days happier
And impossible days possible.
-Mommy

Another Day
The longest night
Must have an end.
The darkness
Does not stay.
The world rolls around
Towards the morning of another day.
The new light
Steals in like a blessing
Bringing hope again -
To those who lie awake
A prey to worry, grief, or pain.
And so it is life
Though black moods come
And cares depress -
They pass and sunshine follows
Bringing peace and happiness.
The shadows lift
The darkness fades -
And if for faith you pray -
God always works the miracle
And sends another day.
-Mommy

Story of an Old Toothbrush
Michael McGee was a widowed old gent
And he lived with his daughter, Mary.
He was old in his ways and on many a day
She found him a wee bit contrary.
Michael brushed his teeth with a very old brush
What was left of it -- nothing but stubble,
And if Mary purchased him one that was new,
She purchased a bushel of trouble.

One day Mary watched Michael brushing away,
Without Michael knowing her looking.
She noticed him kissing the old toothbrush
Wondering what in heavens was cooking.
So when Michael went out for his afternoon walk,
As he usually did every day,
Mary went to his bath and took the old brush
And deliberately threw it away.

When Michael discovered his toothbrush was gone,
Mary found him dejected and sighing.
There were tears in his eyes and to Mary's surprise,
For the first time her father was crying.
She thought it quite queer, in an effort to cheer,
She said, "I will but you another."
Then Michael embraced her and said, "Mary, dear,
That toothbrush belonged to your mother.

"When she passed away, Mary, I longed for her kiss,
So I took her toothbrush for my own.
As I used it each day, she was not far away,
In fact she was right here at home."
So Mary went searching and found the old brush,
Placed it where it would come to Dad's view.
When she saw him kissing it fondly again,
She said, "Daddy, may I kiss it, too?"
-Patrick E. Gorman