Crying In Public

Crying oneself to sleep is never a good thing to do physically. You wake up the next morning and your eyes are red and puffy, your hair is a tangled up mess, and you really REALLY don't feel like going to school.

That's how it is with crying anytime, I guess. Today I was eating at Bonanza and I was trying to so hard not to cry, but my parents were talking about angel tree, and I couldn't help it. Wally used to run that, and I miss him so much! I haven' t talked to him in ages... I don't even know where he is! And, then, of course, it just kept snow-balling.

All four of always promised me that they would see me act when I was in high school. They were some of my biggest fans!! And, now, I don' t know where two of them of are, one never talks to me, and the other is in Delaware, so there's no way that she could come see me. I miss them so dreadfully, and nobody here understands. They think I should be over the divorce and seperation by now. Everyone thinks that I am being selfish, but I miss them! And now PJ's gone, too......

I hate crying in public.

I MADE PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCHOOL PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe, anyway..... I auditioned for fall play and made it, which makes me very happy. I don't have many lines, but I'm a freshman, and I made play!!!!!

School is awesome now. I love love LOVE!!! French class. It is so much fun, and my teacher is really awesome. She doesn't look old enough to have taught my mother.....

American Cultures is really great too, and choir rocks! Voice lessons are awesome.... right now I'm singing from "South Pacific." I love it!!!!!!!

So I'm happy..... very very happy.......