Crying In Public

Crying oneself to sleep is never a good thing to do physically. You wake up the next morning and your eyes are red and puffy, your hair is a tangled up mess, and you really REALLY don't feel like going to school.

That's how it is with crying anytime, I guess. Today I was eating at Bonanza and I was trying to so hard not to cry, but my parents were talking about angel tree, and I couldn't help it. Wally used to run that, and I miss him so much! I haven' t talked to him in ages... I don't even know where he is! And, then, of course, it just kept snow-balling.

All four of always promised me that they would see me act when I was in high school. They were some of my biggest fans!! And, now, I don' t know where two of them of are, one never talks to me, and the other is in Delaware, so there's no way that she could come see me. I miss them so dreadfully, and nobody here understands. They think I should be over the divorce and seperation by now. Everyone thinks that I am being selfish, but I miss them! And now PJ's gone, too......

I hate crying in public.