That's what my facebook thingie should say right now. I want out! I'm so tempted to just run from here, to get a life of my own. I want to get away from a place where all anyone cares about are stupid hikes in the woods!
I want to get to a place where I can really live my life. MINE. Not anyone else's. I don't want to have to care about how my stupid schedule affects anyone else. I want to live on my own, with no one to have to answer to but myself. I'm half tempted to... I don't know. Do something. But every time I try to do something rebellious, my parents make me undo it. Like piercing my ear. I wanted it. But they won't let me get it pierced again, and it's making me mad.
I tried running away once. Where did I run? The stupid church. Mom made me come home. Made me mad. I didn't get very far.
I hate this. Where is my relief, my way out? I don't care what it takes, I just want to get away! And I have two more years of this.
I'll just keep swimming down, down, down. There's no point in trying to reach dry ground, I'm drowned.
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