Ugh

I feel like I could die. Or kill someone else.

Zack, my Zack, the Zack that I have loved for the past year and a half... is gay. He has a boyfriend, and he has pictures of them kissing on facebook. I could wring his neck. Now I really want to go back to New York... or as far away from Pittsburgh as possible! (Sorry, Courtney.)

I don't understand how this happened. I don't understand why this happened. How could Mr. Head Honcho up there, the "god of love" allow this to happen to me? Some love that is! He's a selfish loser just like the people that he created, and I am really angry with him. With Zack. With... grr, everything!